It's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high.
It's been a while
Since...
OK, I'm not into the poetry-to-express-yourself on the blog anymore. Enough of that stuff.This is in regard to the appaling fact that I haven't posted in almost 5 months, or some other absurd sounding figure like that.
It's been a month since I got back from campus, assured that I am, in fact, comingback for next year. I am sicerely hoping to rid myself the connection of my2nd years,who are pretty much just plain old coward bastards from the Graduating Class of 2006 - ring a bell, anyone?
Anyways, thats that. The thing is that, I do miss a few people from there, but I just on't think that I was really on the same thinking field as anyone else there. Either that, or it just hasn't hit me yet, which is strange, cause I don't think that it'll ever hit me. I don't even miss the people that I was really close to... not one strand of remorse, guilt(which is not a first), sadness, lust, desire, boredom, nothing. Man, I can barealy even remember what people look like. Sometimes, I acknowledge the fact that there must be something wrong with me. This is not supposed to happen!! I want to ahve funky memories, I want to be able to smile. I guess that its a good thing once in a while to be emotionally detachd from events around you, but man, that has a sucky downside!! I feel like shit!! AARGH!!!
Anyways, enough about that. I finally got to drive, so now I can smirk at my dad as I sit - legally!! - in the driver's side of the car, and fix this shameless grin on my face as I pass him going the other way!! MUHUHOHAHAHAHAHAH!! I've beenwaiting for this since I was 10, and these 8 looookng years are finally paying off. I am going to have sooooo much fun drig=ving around with my frineds for 10 days beofer I'm back off to college. But thats alright with me. Just the knwoledge that I can drive is almost enough to keep me happy.
This is a pretty happy post... and this is where it stops.
Ciao, amigos!!
4 comments:
To quote your blog: "Sometimes, I acknowledge the fact that there must be something wrong with me."
Dammit! proceed with that line of thought! you might come to a very important realisation!
Ahh! i was actually hoping that your long hiatus meant that you were no longer going to be a blemish on the face of MUWCI, but sadly you disappoint me with yet another one of your ludicrous posts.
I did notice you made a couple of valid observations this time around, such as
"I just on't think that I was really on the same thinking field as anyone else there"
which is true on account of the fact that unlike most people at the school you attend you have considerably little brain capacity let alone thinking ability to speak of, yet inordinate ability to spew copious amounts of bullshit. If not anything else, this is certainly one skill you have perfected in lieu of taking advantage of this so-called 'education' that you speak of so negatively.
Also, in accordance with the previous comment that has been made about the post, the thought
"Sometimes, I acknowledge the fact that there must be something wrong with me."
holds pearls of wisdom. On a serious note here, it is quite sad that you didnt make any real connections with students at MUWCI (after all, the student body is what you most learn from, whether you are a fan of the 'education' or not), and yes you're right, thats not supposed to happen!
For a change, Aveek, you openly admit on the internet that through your complete lack of feeling towards the people you encountered over the last year you have put to the worst use possible the kind of experience you have been provided with at your school. All that has come out of an entire year there is an offhandish attitude that isnt even original. What a pity.
Anon1. Har har har... very funny indeed... though I'll just take that one humourously.
Anon.2 - I was actually hoping that by now you'd have found something useful to do with your life. It's a pity to see you marvelous critical ability go to waste... why don't you go program your computer to praise yourself...? Or break down some of our politicians wonderful statements. I'm usre the counrty would owe you a lot then!! :-)
Go, make something out of yourself - don't you worry bout my brain capacity my friend!! It's gotten me here a lot easier than you can imagine, and I know for a fact that I've had a lot more fun than you ever will.
Go back to that virus that you came ffrom - oh, and say hi to your mum from me!
What a pity tthat you don't channel your eforts into writing for the MUWCI Tribune, or te FTB. But of course, why would you? Why when no one would accept you anonymously exccept moi? Thats all right, one day I'll publish all your work - the lifetime efffort of a soul who had nothing to with his life. It's cool, Mr. (or Ms.) anonymous - we all accept one another when we have to live with them - but thatnkfully, I don't have to ever live with your ass again. So please, take your talent somewhere else, like Iraq. You'd do a good job for the Americans you so despise.
Best of luck. May you not be blown to smithereens bby The Iraqis, or the Americans. Or anyonee else who you decide to disclose your mname to, o fearful one.
Have a good one!!
Peace.
Aveek
great to hear from you after a really long gap...so where in the world are you dude..no news..no ath patha...whats your cell number..i joined in bangalore itself for engineering..catch ya later
rahul.
ex-benchmate
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